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For the past week I've been debating whether or not I should start a new blog again. I'm sure you all know but I lost my only son about a month and a half ago to a rare malformation (AVM) in the brain. It seems to be getting harder for me. I didn't sleep until 6:30am last night and woke up at 11. My whole life revolved around my son and now that he's gone..I feel so empty. I've been trying to keep myself busy with school but lately it's been so hard to concentrate. I have two girls who sit in the same table for lab and they always talk about their sons..yet they have no idea that I've just recently lost mine. I miss Nathan so much..if only I could hold him even for just 30 seconds it would mean so much to me.
posted by jaimee at
3:10 PM
2 Comments:
it must be difficult for you to wake up even at all knowing that reality is only there to taunt you. having to lose a part of you isn't easy, especially if that part is in fact your only child. i wish i can say that i understand your pain and that i know exactly what it is that you're going through but then i'd be lying. what i can say out of complete honesty is that you're a very strong character and i do believe that you can get through this. a blog is a great start to help you fill this void in your heart even for just a little time. possibly through this blog you'll be able to find others in your similar situation and then you'll be able to share in the pain. it's always better knowing that you're not alone. you're still young and have a lot to live for. keep nathan strong in memory by talking about him. i encourage you to write. and with that may God bless you and your family in this new path which has been set for you to travel.
awwww.. that's the exact words i really2 wanted to say..
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